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Firstly, it's the uncomfortable empty space between classes ending and exams. I just don't know how to properly make use of this time, as it is more time than I need to study (even though I feel that I should be) but not quite time to celebrate summer.
Next, I don't have a job this summer yet. Hopefully with a little more hunting, I can locate one. I actually don't know what I'll do with my time this summer but I'm considering just signing up to volunteer for ALL THE THINGS (as a lot of my friends do to build up volunteer hours for their IB diploma). I'm having difficulty with facing two months, essentially unplanned, and I'm now considering activities that will be useful and methods to avoid becoming a hermit.
Lastly, I realized about a month ago that I was mentally preparing myself to graduate, only to come to the sudden realization that I still have an entire year left. I'm in a time where I know graduation is relatively close but it's not materializing yet. I still have so many milestones associated with senior year to still pass. I have yet to experience grad class events, the chaotic search for a prom dress, applying to universities and making massive decisions for my future.
What is this feeling of idleness? I feel like I am strangely without purpose, more than usual. It's a sort of an anxious calm before the storm.
Love,
-J-
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