Lately, I'm finding myself weirdly adjusted to what my schedule has become. For example, I have a string of Friday evenings off. I've had about one Friday evening off in the last three months. What do people even do with Friday nights? Sit at home and feel sad about their lives? Because unless I can find something better to do, that's probably what I'll resort to.
With the end of the semester fast approaching, another thing is that Co-op is over and I have lunch hours again. Since I haven't had many free lunch hours since October, I have no sweet clue what to do with this extra hour I'm suddenly given in the middle of the day in which to supposedly consume nutrients and socialize. At least with this one, most of my Co-op class feel the same. Us well adjusted adolescents are drastically more offended by free time than we should be.
In news other than having unusual bouts of free time, I think I have the flu or a cold or something. At lunch my throat started feeling scratchy and by the end of the period after lunch it felt not only like small porcupines were crawling around in my throat, but rather like they were raving. Now I'm attempting to drown the small raving porcupines with Calm tea, honey and lemon.
Exams are next week and I've spent this week mostly in review. It's dull but fine for the most part, except how every math class my teacher not only gives the impression of being 99.9% indifferent to her job, but who also singles me out to yell at every day as I do things and people slack off around me, even the noticeably-on-phone-under-desk-with-closed-book-all-the-time type of slacking. The only reason I can find for being singled out two to four times a class is that I have a 90% and she doesn't want me to slack and bring the class average down. I get a period every day where my will to accomplish anything is sucked away, I get personally victimized and told along with the rest of my class exactly how we will screw up on the exam and subsequently how that will make our futures suck. As you can tell, my math teacher is pretty much personified sunshine.
More or less my life is pretty uneventful and will probably continue to be, even after exams are over. I'm getting progressively more impatient for the end of senior year but I'm yet to apply to any universities. Next week, after spending a day and a half writing exams, I will marathon those applications.
Hearts,
-J-
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