I mean, it's hard not to be when everybody is staring lustfully at the vast, unplanned space that is summer after months of pecking away at schoolwork. Goodness gracious, it's less than a month. It's especially bad with people around who have finished a few IB/AP exams and have free periods to soak in the almost-summer feeling. People are planning parties, bonfires, barbeques, what have you, like it's actually summer. I'm currently invited to three parties next weekend and one the weekend afterward.
Basically, like 85% of my motivation for school is gone. I've been doing schoolwork without much of a break since September, can't I have a ceasefire or something? I'm considering a four days sleep marathon after my IB French exam next Tuesday, followed by half-assing the remaining few days until exams. Also, throw in some unstressed, non-academic related fun for a change.
Also, I will honestly be terrified if summer gets here and I still don't have a job. I need (1) money and (2) a way to fill time. I think next weekend I will start applying to fast food places.
Love,
-J-
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