Snow day today... I don't think I've ever been so happy to have a snow day. Not only do I get to write the other half of my 1000 word essay due tomorrow (I'm aiming for 800 words... that's the absolute minimum), but I get to catch up on sleep. I think that somebody in the sky is taking pity on me for procrastinating and trying to write and research an entire essay in three days. Thank you, snow gods.
My predictions from two days ago were correct and things have indeed gotten better. It could just be that I've been incredibly emotionally unstable recently. I'm so used to being a stable person, and even when I wasn't, I could usually put up a front. This has really thrown me for a loop. Now I'm depressed, I'm happy, I'm mellow, I'm pissed off, I'm zoned out, I'm giddy, I'm alert, I'm distracted. I just never seem to be in any one state for too long.
I know it has something to do with Elissa. Christmas break was my first time I've had to stop and actually think about the accident. I felt the pain of it all over again. And I'm getting incredibly overworked for school (I will be so happy when exams are over).
Why does every post turn to me sounding depressed? I'm not, really. Well, as I said before, when I am, it's not for long.
Two hundred more words, and then I don't have to care about the importance of the acropolis to the ancient Athenians. I can do it!
Love,
-J-
Song currently stuck in my head: Relient K- I Don't Need A Soul
Number of city buses taken this year: 7
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