Sometimes I realize that my friends are really awesome.
They're generally really strange moments, but awesome nonetheless.
Moments like looking up dubstep reggae over facebook with a friend I haven't talked to for several months because of the statement "I always want to find songs that make me feel like jello . . . dubstep reggae would be perfect!" and concluding that it makes one feel like jello in a cannabis mold.
Or like laying on the grass in a public park in a square, singing "Call Me Maybe" and keeping certain people from eating vegetation because "I'll be one of the few people in the world that knows what a twig tastes like."
Or being serenaded by ukulele while making pancakes on Sunday mornings.
Or planning an Apples-to-Apples party of relative size.
Or reading children's books about pigeons out loud in stores.
Or collaborating with several people to create the best possible short story about pirates.
I think revisiting my middle school (because of my brother's eighth grade graduation) and all the anti-nostalgia I've acquired from that is helping me feel great joy for the present life I live. I just remember how terrible everything was in middle school, how much I realized that at the time, and that I couldn't get out of there fast enough. I don't feel those things now. I feel a sort of contentedness that contrasts greatly with what I had a few years ago.
This is the first time in a while that good things in life are overpowering bad things.
Love,
-J-